For the past few days, i grew annoyed, desperate, helpless, restless.
I knew my synopsis was crap and I felt I could turn to no one to get help.
I sent emails, cried for help five, six times. Got no reply.
I felt stuck. When will this ever get done? Sent?
I was stuck at one point of the journey and I could see the door that I had to step in order to move forwards but I couldn't get through.
It felt like knotting at it and getting no answer.
But I got one reply to my desperate call with the synopsis.
Well two but the first one was not really satisfactory. The second one was unexpected and was more what I was looking for. I was trying to sell the story and I failed miserably at it. But that person managed to open that window for me.
And I am grateful.
I am a little less discouraged a little more hopeful.
Still need reworks though.
Lots of reworks.